Hye , act im hard to update this blogg , but i need , for release what happen to my life. Yesterday, i cried after im done my isya' prayer. Ahh, i miss him so lot, no ones know, why i cried last night, its only me. Then, after i finished my solat sunat hajat, i takes everything clear. Ya Allah , tolong makbulkan doakan hamba mu yang hina ni. Aku memerlukan mu, untuk kau bantu aku mencari sesuatu yang aku sendiri tidak tahu apa tujuan aku sebenarnya. Aku mohon kepada kau agar kau sentiasa buka kan pintu hatinya dan sentiasa berikan aku kebahagiaan bersam dia. Ya Allah bantulah aku, :'(
I dont know what happen to me aite now, i think it gives me a revenge for what i had did. You know man, i need to be a wanita solehah, like his sister, but he can't help me. I guess, no ones loves me even him. Ump , everyday , i spent my time just to see his phone, red strip sweater. I miss him so lot.
I gtg guys , bye , pray for my best and hopes what i want comes true. Amin , ily syg and imy syg :')
